Joys of January

This January is going to be such a huge spirit booster in my life. I have friends whom I have not seen in months or even years coming to visit. My camp director, Wendy, comes at the end of the month, Jamison comes on Monday, and Allison is back on Sunday.
Today Tyler got in. It has been a year and half since we have seen each other and communication is not our strong point. He is one of my best friends and someone I know I can tell everything to and he will not think any differently of me and also keep it to himself.
I have needed this. My trust issues have become more apparent to me then ever before. Things bother me and I just sweep them under the rug by putting a smile on my face and sugar coating it or by ignoring the situation all together. Even when I feel like I am drowning in something, I often think that it is easier or better to sink then swim.
I am so thankful that God knows whom we need in our lives when. What a great reminder of how He cares about us and uses other to reflect Him. And this is exactly who I needed at this moment.