Russell Crowe couldn't have said it better, "Terrified... mortified... petrified... stupefied... by you."
I am completely and utterly terrified.
My adventure starts tomorrow. I am getting on a plane and moving to California for a full school year.
I never thought leaving home would be this hard, especially since I have worked at camp out of state three times. Two months seems like nothing compared to the ten I will be spending in California. For months I have been awaiting this move, but now that it is here I would rather lock myself in my room and never come out.
God has called me to Task Force this year and for the first time I am really stopping and questioning why. Why do I have to leave everything I have ever known? Why do I have to leave yet another comfort zone? Why now? Why there? Why that?
All I know is I can keep asking why or just say yes and follow God's plan for my life. So here it is. No more questions. Here goes... Everything!
*Prayers are appreciated*
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